My toes are somewhat a little numb, i have tried to adjust shoes, a little massage but tonight they are still feeling the same. This is new, not happened during my chemo. I hope i could find solution to this problem.

Despite my feet problem i was able to drive and do errands today. I try hard to walk hoping my feet soreness will slowly adjust itself.

Hoping to soon see my happy feet!

I was not able to drive this morning to take my five year old son to school. For two days i was able to drive to take my 15 year old son to school to take his exams for credits on his on line studies. If he passes he will be able to go to grade 11.

Today, my legs feel weak. My toes are somehow feeling numb and my feet are aching. Maybe i have over used them last Sunday, that they are telling me they need to rest or maybe i need foot massage.

I hope i would be able to recover strength of my legs soonest. I have to go back to my normal routines!

Today, after going to Hongkong yesterday, my feet are sore and my back is painful. I guess i have overstretched my weak muscles. Maybe i still need to slowly break in first or train my muscles to exercise again. After almost seven months of being sedentary, i need to start moving around.

I should help myself not to be over excited. I may feel stronger already but deep inside, i still need to be very careful not to harm my body. I need to control my mind not to be overconfident.

I still need to be always careful. Lately i have friends suffering badly from recurrence of their cancer. It's terrible just thinking about how they suffered again. I should not get depressed but its telling me how bad it can get if i am not careful all the time.

Wow, can i do it? Will i be able to fight all the time? Will i be strong enough to win my battle? So many doubts, uncertainties and questions.

I will need the help of my family, friends and most especially my God!!!

It's Friday and the temperature is just cool 17 to 20 degrees centigrade. I have been able to bring to school and fetch my son in all the five days of this week. I am starting to regain my strength! I do not have colds anymore and i am over the critical 3 weeks after my last chemo! Yehey! I think i am on my way to recovery!

These past weekdays, i have been able to drive by myself and I (my mind and body) am doing well. Not much body pains anymore. I am now very excited to see my hair back! Sometimes i tend to stare but my daughter told me not to. The more i look at it, the slower it will grow back. Well, i couldn't help my excitement. I really missed my eyebrow, eyelashes and hair! I will have extensions as soon as it is possible!

Today i have running nose and i keep on sneezing a lot. Macau temperature is between 14 to 17 degrees centigrade only so it is not that cold. I also have some back pains every now and then.

I still look forward to better days ahead and i hope my body immune system stays up all the time. All i have to do is try to protect myself and drink all my vitamins and supplements.

My mouthsore is getting better, my hair should be growing back soon and my nails should grow back to normal colors.
I should regain My strength!!!

Today, my 2nd daughter, my husband and I had lunch together. It was a nice bonding time sharing good food.

Then we fetched my five year old from school. My 2nd daughter was able to get driving permit so she drove for me.

She had been staying over to help me out but she had to fly back to Philippines tonite. I miss my three girls but they need to be in PI.

My eldest will be taking the real estate brokers exam in March, my 2nd will be taking NMAT this april and my 3rd still in college.

I am feeling better now with just few mouth sores. I need to get back my strength so i could start my radiation therapy this February. My WBC shouldn't go much too low anymore. I will be strong!!!

After a hectic day yesterday, i was not able to wake up to take my son to school. I just didn't have enough energy to pull him out of bed, give him a bath and drive him to school. He has been sick with colds and was given medications for three days. He seemed ready to go back but waking him up was a real challenge and i didn't have the energy. Anyway, i decided for both of us to just rest today.

We had extended sleep up to 9am. I just feel weak and just little tingling pains on my arms and legs. I do hope these will be my last episodes. I had fallen to naps twice, in the morning and afternoon. My body was not willing to go out do anything.

Rest was all i did today, trying very hard that little pain in my throat will go away. Drank as much water as i can. Took all my supplements. Things will be better soon...